Church

I feel like I am writing to no one, however, I find it therapeutic none the less. I need some direction in my life. I am stuck in a rut! I am in a job that I despise. I work every weekend...night shift on top of that! I am miserable in my job, I would love to be off on the weekends so that I can go to church.
I miss church and I miss the closeness I once had with God. I hear people say you don't have to go to church to be close to God and that may be true for some people but not for me. I need the fellowship, and the spiritual guidance. I NEED CHURCH, to be the best christian I can be. I was once, not too long ago, so close to God that it was like I could literally hear his voice. But like a lot of people I have gotten out of church and slowly I stop doing the things that make me feel close to Him. Reading the Bible, praying regularly, devotions, witnessing and so forth. Please if anyone reads this pray for me! I need to be close to God! I need church!